totally addicted to pintrest
*rant sad rant*
smoke, sleep, lets see what happens in the morning
Monday Morning Fix
Reasons I love London. You never know what you will find walking about :)
So the last week has been ups and downs.
To make a long story short, I think Irish and I have drifted apart. And with that, are sort of done. Looking back retrospectively, it isn’t an awful thing. Not at all. Maybe it is a good thing. Although it is a shame, his work was priority number one. There is always a work trip or something. Moreover, as the weeks went on, I couldn’t be the same funny happy person as I was with my friends, or him either. It is a shame but it is what it is.
So I have been a little meh over all that the last few weeks. But I’ve learnt to deal.
As for Irish?
Well, I don’t know. I have to be patient, I have to be this, I have to be that.
I know I like him. Yes, that cannot be denied. However, I don’t know his take on all this. In sense that is this just some fun for him, or is this developing into something. I’m not too keen on the whole ‘defining’ anything. However, I do want to know if we’re on the same page. It is very contradictory I know.
It has come to the point that it is starting to bother me. I don’t know how to approach it. I feel it is too soon to start bringing it up, but at the same time I don’t want to wait to a point that it is so far along that I ‘can’t ask’ anymore. I understand I’m still getting to know him and vice versa, but that will be going on for years. I’m still getting to know friends I’ve had for ages.
At the moment, my head is a walking contradiction and I don’t know what to do.
So a wee recap of my last few days.
So on Valentine’s Day I got offered a permanent job. Hurrah. Now I’m a legit commuter and ‘professional’ ha. Then I went to grab some food and went to the cinema with Irish. Wednesday passed fast and on Thursday I saw a friend who I seem to meet up every 6 months. This is ridiculous as he lives in London as well and we’ve known each other for about 11 years. This must be ammended.
On Friday I just chilled at home and was supposed to see Irish on Saturday. He was super hungover and cancelled on me and said we’d have to play Saturday by ear. Ouch. So off I went to see some friends, drink some coffee and eat some dinner. Amidst all this Irish ended up texting me and asking me to do something anyways, I figured I’m with my friends at the moment, he can wait and I can head over later. After spending some proper hours with my pals, I finally went there and we watched a movie and actually slept for 10 hours! Ah.
Then today I saw my pals again which became a mega spontaneous Sunday. It all started off with Dim Sum, then finding and booking a restaurant venue for a party. Then going to M&Ms world and being hooligans ha. Then coffee and some pie. We wanted to go to a store but it was closed, so ended up window shopping on Regent and Oxford Street. The evening ended off with a visit to a sex shop (my friend wanted to find something sexy for her boyfriend). And finally home.
A well spent Sunday for sure.
I love London!
Saw this going home after dinner.
Best “non-Valentine’s Day” Valentine’s Day ever!
Sorry for the lack of posting. This week has been an absolute roller coaster ride. Especially with work.
It is Friday night and I am tired and had a beer at work, some wine and a wee cocktail. It is time for sleep. But a proper update and some postings are definitely in order tomorrow.
I’m starting to think maybe I need to start having an ‘aspect’ or theme in my blog, rather than just my life. It even sends me to sleep. Ha.